Let's fangirling, and spamming! ;)

Well I've posted it before that TAKE ME HOME is already released!!!!! But I have to wait until my limited yearbook edition come to Indo :'( Nahhh I'll post my comment about TMH okayyyy! A post of each song! I'm goin to spamming hahha!

The Forgotten

YAY! Breaking Dawn Part 2 has been released, uuu how I love this films! I'm a twihards btw, but tbh I haven't watch the film bcs of my busy schedule. U knoooow I'm 9th grader and it's like study study and study! boredom uuuhhh! well btw one of BD part 2's soundtrack is The Forgotten by Green Day. Dunno why I played it over and over again and put it on the top of my playlist. 

The Forgotten

Where in the world’s the forgotten?

They’re lost inside your memory

You’re dragging on, your heart’s been broken

As we all go down in history

Where in the world did the time go?

It’s where your spirit seems to roam

Like losing faith to our abandon

Or an empty hallway from a broken home

Well don’t look away from the arms of a bad dream

Don’t look away, sometimes you’re better lost than to be seen

I don’t feel strange, it’s more like haunted

Another moment trapped in time

I can’t quite put my finger on it

But it’s like a child that was left behind

So where in the world’s the forgotten?

Like soldiers from a long lost war

We share the scars from our abandon

And what we remember becomes folklore

Well, don’t look away from the arms of a bad dream

Don’t look away, sometimes you’re better lost than to be seen

Don’t look away from the arms of a moment

Don’t look away from the arms of tomorrow

Don’t look away from the arms of a moment

Don’t look away from the arms of love

Btw yesterday I bought (actually my mom bought it fo me) a new headset bcs I've lost my ori headset, and I bought another one and it's broken, I borrowed my bro's and it's broken too, I borrowed my mom's but she took it again-_- soooo yeah. buuuut my new headset is literally zonk! I have to click the button to hear it clearer. I'm gettin sick over this headset probleeeemmm! Wtfff I've to buy a new one, AGAIN. or anyone wanna buy me a headset for my bday present, maybe? (anyway my bday is on Dec 1st hehe) ;) xx

Soooorrryyyyy

I'M SORRY I CAN'T BE PERFECT.
I'M SORRY IF I'M NOT A GOOD FRIEND, NOT A GOOD LISTENER, NOT A GOOD PERSON.
I'M SORRY, YOU KNOW I'M TRYING.
THAT'S ALL.

Take Me Home *beer*

Hiiii. You know, that One Direction will release their new album, TAKE ME HOME on November 12th 2012, YAAAAYYYY!!!!!!!!!!!!! *beer* I've heard all of their new songs, bcs they streamed it on ITunes last monday and my friend, Salma, downloaded it then sent it to me. OMGGG!!!!!!!!! I LOVE THIS ALBUM!!!!!!!!!!! You know, I fancy Niall Horan bcs he is the sweet one, the blonde one umm. And he has many solos on this album. AWAWAWAW!!! His voice omggg I just cant! This is the track listing:

1. Live While We're Young
2. Kiss You
3. Little Things
4. Cmon Cmon
5. Last First Kiss
6. Heart Attack
7. Rock Me
8. Change My Mind
9. I Would
10. Over Again
11. Back For You
12. They Don't Know About Us
13. Summer Love

I've pre-ordered a TAKE ME HOME yearbook limited edition, and am waiting for it to cooommmeee wuffwuffwuff :3 btw my fav song is OVER AGAIN <3<3<3 I'll post about these songs laterrrr byebyee

How I miss my old life (⌣́_⌣̀)

Heyyyyaa I miss my old lifeeee.....

Aku kangen aku yang dulu. Aku yang ceria. Aku yang berani ngadepin masalah. Aku yang ga cengeng. Aku yang kuat. Aku yang rajin. Aku yang rame. Bukan aku yang sekarang. Bukan aku yang sedih. Bukan aku yang murung. Bukan aku yang jutek. Bukan aku yang ini. Aku kangen.

Aku kangen banget. Tapi, kalo kata taylor swift sih "I'd like to be my old self again, but I'm still tryin to find it". And it's hard loh. Kadang kadang... aku juga bingung sendiri kenapa dulu bisa kaaya gitu. Gangertii sumpahhhh (⌣́_⌣̀)

Aku.. gatau mau nulis apa lagi. Seandainya kamu baca ini... Terkadang, hidup yang sekarang lebih baik daripada hidup dalam masa lalu. Dan kalo kamu tanya aku, apa aku kangen sama aku yang dulu? Kangen banget. Kalo ada time machine di dunia ini, aku rela kok nukerin apa aja, asal bisa ngerubah semuanya, asal kita bisa sahabatan lagi, asal kita bisa candaan lagi, asal aku bisa jadi aku yang dulu lagi.

Oh dear.

Hmm tadi ada orang yang nge follow twitter gue, dan yaa gue gakenal dia. Gue iseng nge stalk dan, what the fuck dia nge copy semua quotes yg pernah gue share di blog ini, dan langsung ngejiplak aja gitu gaada pake sumber kek apa kek. Bukannya gue pelit apa gimana ya, cuma ya menurut L enak gasih apa yang udah punya lo main di copy copy ajaa. Gatau malu banget sih jadi orang, gasuka ada orang kaya gitu. Yang gasukanya tuh itu se time line dia semuanya quotes gue anjirrrrrr ada yaa orang kaya lo gitu? Gatau malu sumpahhhh. Never mindlah kalo lo nge copy satu atau dua quotes doang, dan GA SAMA PERSIS. Ini udah se timeline lo quotes gue semua, SAMA PERSIS BROOOO. Hargainlah gue dikit, I mean please ini emang resiko sih, tapi yasudahlah gue gakenal sama lo, lo gakenal sama gue, yaudah deh semoga ga keulang lagi. Dasar fans, oh dear..

What happened with us?

Kita kenapa sih? Itu pertanyaan yang sering bgt gue ulang minggu ini. Kita kenapa sih? Sehari deket banget, sehari kemudian kaya stranger. Kita kenapa sih? Atau pertanyaan gue yang salah ya, harusnya, Lo kenapa sih?

Gue gangerti ya, sebenernya gue ini siapa di hidup lo? Kadang kita deket banget, kadang kita kaya gakenal, I mean come on, kalo gue sahabat lo ya ga gini jugalah. Seakan akan lo dateng ke gue kalo lo lagi pingin doang. Dan gue takut... gue takut gue nanya kaya gini karena gue jatuh lagi. Astajim gue gamau.

Udah dua kali kena friendzone, dan sekarang gue takut kalo jadi tiga kali. Gue gangertiiiii sumpah tapi gue gamau jatuh lagi, kalo udah tau ujung-ujungnya lo cuma nganggep gue sahabat. gue bingung, kenapa tiap lo jalan sama temen cewek lo, gue ngerasain that cukup tau feelin, you know? Ya lo boleh bilang gue idiot, karena kenyataannya gue menggantungkan harapan yang bahkan harapannya pun belum tentu ada. Mimpi. Mimpi banget. Dan gue gamau jatuh lagi, udah cukup dua kali, gausah ada yang ketiga. Gue gamau mendekat, tapi gue gamau menjauh juga. Kalo terlalu deket, nanti jadi friendzone lagi. Kalo kejauhan... God pls gue gamau jauhan sama lo lagi, setaun sama sama menjauhkan diri cukup kok cukup. Tapi gue gangerti... Memang hal-hal yang terlalu itu tidak baik yaps.

Sialan memang. Persetan sama orang-orang diluaran sana yang bilang "Lucky I'm in love with my bestfriend". Itu sama sekali bukan beruntung, bodoh. Itu sial. Saat lo suka sama sahabat lo sendiri, things going wrong dan ujung-ujungnya lo sakit, ujung-ujungnya bakal awkward. Idiot banget yang bilang begitu, tapi lebih idiot lagi yang melakukannya. Dan berdasarkan catatan gue yang udah hampir tiga kali friendzone, bisa bisa gue masuk Guinness Book of Records mecahin rekor dunia orang yang paling banyak kena friendzone. Congrats dulu dong.

Ya gue tau lo ga maksud. Tau kok tau. Cukup tau cukup tau cukup tau.

Dan ujung-ujungnya, gue masih tetep bertanya, cuma kali ini pertanyaannya nambah. Kita kenapa sih? Lo kenapa sih? Gue kenapa sih?